Should I apologize for feeling as I do? I know you love me but I feel like I'm alone. I'm your secret, and I know it's not forever. Right? I really hope that thats true. But it has already felt like an eternity. An eternity of you hiding me. Myself esteem is not smothered, it is crushed. I can no longer take being your secret. I feel like I am not good enough. Am I not? There's no secret in my feelings, you know that I'm caught. It never felt so good to be captured. Still I have the feeling, that I'll always be a secret. Hidden like dirt under a carpet, I sit. Waiting for you to tell the world about me. But you're mute. I'm the one sharing, giving...telling the world how much I love you. Sometimes I get so angry, so fed up. This shit is tough. I have to keep quiet when the wrong ppl are around. Your family, lol, can't be around. Funny cause I'm just like a clown. People laugh. But I can't even smile. I've known you seven years, and been your secret all the while.
Have you ever been in a relationship so great that you want to just pass out pictures of you and your love, write poems and profess to everyone and anyone how much you love that person? I have... I am. It's hard when you and someone fit perfectly, they know you, you know them but the barrier that stands between you two is just OTHER PEOPLE! I am here to say, barriers crumble. Mine will crumble soon...
6 comments:
wow! this is very nice. but you are so find to be keep in the dark ou should be able to spread your wings out to the world
:) Thank u very much. I agree!! lol
My only response is sometimes ya have to do what ya really dont like cuz ya love da 1 ya wit.
i think that when you love someone you should be feeling like you are walking on sunshine not a rocky road.but sometimes people let love make them do some stupid things they know deep down in they self they are not happy but yet they always blame it on (i love so an so) an continues to be miserable.my point is that when you love someone an you are not happy thats not love at all.
I'M HAPPY...TrUsT!! Thanks 4 the advice tho.
:( it ain fair
OH LAWD...dont I kno it!!!!!
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