Uncertainty

You see,
With sincerity I share my uncertainity with you,
Because I'm in love with two, two men, I don't know what to do.
Both friends, Best Friends to the end.
What am I gonna do?
I refuse to hurt anyone of them.
So here I sit with my paper and pen.
WHEN THIS HELPS NOTHING!
I cry,
I cry alone.
No one else can know,
This pain aches to the bone.
Cancer in my marrow.
I can't take it,
Just too much sorrow.
PLEASE!
Save me...
Help me understand:
Why I'm so certain that I'm uncertain of who I should love.
Unsecure in my sercurity.
Too deep, but there's only 5inches of water.
If I could love them anymore, no one could save me.
On the floor of my bedroom, cowering like a baby.
Dehydrated and drowning.
I don't know what to do.
But I have found that I can not love them both,
Without someone being injured.
My love is hindered.
I'M STUCK
I'm stuck between the two of them.
This is not a rock and a hard place.
This is Paradise and Paradise.
I can't help to believe that I'm gonna make the wrong choice.
So with you, I share, my UNCERTAINTY.