Thursday, September 27, 2007

Shorty's Diary~Pieces Of Me~

I have been feeling betrayed on so many levels...


Why lie to me?
Why lie when you say you love me, when you call me a friend?
Are my relationships merely a reflection of who I am?

I remember some time ago I text my brother explaining to him I had trust issues with my boyfriend and best friend at the time. I told him that I love them both, and I didn't know who to believe about a certain situation(I call NO names raven and meko). He asked me, "Do you have any money?" I said no, cuz at that time I'm thinking...Why this boy asking me about money in the middle of my dilemma. He said, "No coins or anything?" I said, "yes". "Look on the back of the money...it says in GOD we trust." I never felt so close to this man who was waters away from me and born nine years before me. He made me realize that I can't trust everyone, infact anyone and that I shouldn't worry about it because only our creator, Jehovah, can be completely trusted.


DEJA FLICKIN VU...

I have since gotten a trophy bf....exceptional young man, intelligent, respectful and just an overall nice guy. I have also found a new best friend...one who strives for more even when it seems to get too hard. BOTH GREAT ppl.

But recently I've been forced to examine these relationships...

I need honesty, I need loyalty...I need someone who will be true to themselves while being true to me.

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