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Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Shorty's Dairy~pieces of me~
Sometimes I feel like I want to disappear. I'm not happy, and I can't seem to get happy. What sense does anything make, if in the end...you're just miserable.
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your my friend - and my gurl and i wud do whateva i could in order to see you happy, and in order for you to be content with your life and yourself. so for this dude to have you in such a state where you can feel as though despite the strength you possess, you are seemingly falling apart... it hurts because i can't do anything about it and he refuses to do anything about it. it is abuse really - thats what it can be seen as. you fought off the hoes and bitches on all sides and he stands there without a fight and it really isn't fair. you called, you cried, you drank, you didnt even look at another dude and he comes back like the king of the hill and it isn't fair to you... break dat shit off. forget wat was and see what is- because it is that which was, theat keeps us where we are. i kno this is your relationship, and this is your life and i should concentrate on my own.. i kno i kno i kno - and you say love, but love doesn't do the things he has been doing. love supports and protects. but i also know that i detest how you feel (that's crazy rite) but hey...it is as though you are dying everyday and i can't stand it anymore really... as you have had the strength to carry on this far, i hope you find the strength you need to do this one thing for you... and stand as the wonderful, beautiful, smart, creative, and blessed person you are! i love you - snoops...
Hey Shorty, no flame here, just an ole man who wondered into your blog by accident. I wanted to share something that I learned along he way, or more truthfully, something that I was taught along lifes trail. It sounds too simple to be important, but genuinely, it changed my life. Your post made me want to share. Did you know that being happy is a choice? It is not somebody, or some thing, or anything other than of all the ways to be, deciding that you wish to be happy. Well I do not want to bore you, but would be willing to chat if you would choose. JWW4921@bigfoot.com is my email address. And the folks who I learned this little nugget from is http://www.landmarkeducation.com/ If you choose, read about the Landmark Forum
2 comments:
your my friend - and my gurl and i wud do whateva i could in order to see you happy, and in order for you to be content with your life and yourself. so for this dude to have you in such a state where you can feel as though despite the strength you possess, you are seemingly falling apart... it hurts because i can't do anything about it and he refuses to do anything about it. it is abuse really - thats what it can be seen as.
you fought off the hoes and bitches on all sides and he stands there without a fight and it really isn't fair. you called, you cried, you drank, you didnt even look at another dude and he comes back like the king of the hill and it isn't fair to you...
break dat shit off. forget wat was and see what is- because it is that which was, theat keeps us where we are. i kno this is your relationship, and this is your life and i should concentrate on my own..
i kno i kno i kno - and you say love, but love doesn't do the things he has been doing. love supports and protects.
but i also know that i detest how you feel (that's crazy rite) but hey...it is as though you are dying everyday and i can't stand it anymore really...
as you have had the strength to carry on this far, i hope you find the strength you need to do this one thing for you... and stand as the wonderful, beautiful, smart, creative, and blessed person you are!
i love you -
snoops...
Hey Shorty, no flame here, just an ole man who wondered into your blog by accident. I wanted to share something that I learned along he way, or more truthfully, something that I was taught along lifes trail. It sounds too simple to be important, but genuinely, it changed my life. Your post made me want to share. Did you know that being happy is a choice? It is not somebody, or some thing, or anything other than of all the ways to be, deciding that you wish to be happy. Well I do not want to bore you, but would be willing to chat if you would choose. JWW4921@bigfoot.com is my email address. And the folks who I learned this little nugget from is http://www.landmarkeducation.com/
If you choose, read about the Landmark Forum
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